Feeling okay tonight. I found myself able to open my mouth and talk to people, which has been a problem before. I'm attributing part of it to the prozac, but I've been at this dosage for almost two months, so that can't be the only factor. Maybe it just comes in waves, and I'll be feeling crappy again next week. But it could be a sign that I'm getting better. Wouldn't that be nice? To be comfortable with normal human interaction. Get a job, a girlfriend... Why didn't I do this sooner?...

I feel like writing something, but I'm not sure what yet. I just finished reading William James' Is Life Worth Living? (not the full text of the article, of course, but a nice quote) and Jeff's latest blog entry . It really was a beautiful day today. Signifying the coming of summer, and the end of the school year. Going home to my mom, and away from my friends. I probably won't be doing much over the summer. Sitting on the porch, reading some books ... I should be more worried tha...

Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to me Happy birthday, dear PJ Happy birthday to me

Here's my accomplishment for the day: I asked my roomate to limit the bandwidth used by his P2P program, because it was dominating our cable connection and preventing me from surfing the web. You know, the fact that I'm a little bit proud of that tells me that I'm normally way to non-confrontational. That can't possibly be healthy. But I choose not to think about it that way, because that would wipe the smile off my face. So I'm just going to be happy with what I've got.

This is me, right after I found out that I was being offered a co-op for the Fall. Yes, I've turned into a banana.

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Mornings are better than nights. I usually feel pretty good in the morning. Night time, not always. I should think about why that is some other time. Now I want to write about my weekend. Alpha Beta Volleyball. Probably the biggest ICR event of the spring. At least a couple hundred brothers, mostly female. Still an awfully lonely place. In fact it seemed even more lonely, because I had a sense that it didn't have to be. If you were at the party on Saturday, you probably saw tha...

Remember that one episode of Weird Science where Gary wished he had a remote control for life, so he could fast forward through the boring parts? I kind of wish my life had a fast forward button. Then I could skip over all those weeks and months where nothing good happens and go right to the interesting parts. Skip right over to First Kiss, or First True Love. I already know nothing good is going to happen in the next week. The problem with that is that Gary didn't remember what happe...

Ho hum. I've been sleeping too much lately. Get home from work, take a nap, wake up a few hours later, get something to eat, tool around on the internet, watch some TV, and go to bed. Just ignore all the things I should be doing, like cleaning the bathroom, doing the dishes, and organizing all the crap in my room. A good portion of the day just disappears when you're asleep. Notice how all the things I said I'm not doing because I'm sleeping the day away are chores? That explains why...

I finished reading Confessions of an Ugly Stepsister today. A quality book. Emotional. I don't think I'll ever be able to read the fairy-tale version of the story the same way again. Pick up a copy of it next time you're at Borders, or your local library. Anyway, the other day I went out to a bar with a few people from work. It was a pretty good time. I hope to go again some time. It seems like in that environment it's the expected thing that you'll go up to people of the opposit...