I'm so sick of this. I've got to get out of the house. Talk to somebody. I feel like I've withdrawn into a little shell, like a turtle. I'm doing nothing that matters. Just waiting for my life to start up again, or something. Or waiting for it to be over.
I've seen practically none of the people I went to high school for three years. I should have stayed connected with people. Not that I was really connected to begin with.